this is what the edge of your seat was made for

yep.

I get a feeling that you aren't going to be honest with me when we get back together.

I really don't know how to handle life.

Reading my old posts makes me happy. Fuck, I used to be massively funny. Like, Don Knotts funny.

So, heres to old Halden! He is dead, I think, though. this one is emo as shittttt.

I bitch alot, hey? So, any plans for the week? Nah. Oh, that sucks.

I work across the street from a bank and the saddest thing I see is when Welfare/family allowance/GST cheques come out and there is a line up down the street at 12am so people can get to the vendor before it closes. Its really depressing....

I think I am the funniest person in the world.

I had the whole week off last week and I really didn't do anything. it was nice. I am sick of doing stuff.

Winter is really a hard time for me. Its so depressing. No one wants to do anything except go to the bar. I hate the bar. I can't wait until summer rolls 'round.

I don't finish thoughts.

haha!

I miss going to shows and everyone being too young to care about the bar.

Is the best book ever.

I had the BIGGEST urge to write a huge blog about everything I can think of but I don't have the energy.

Life is pointless. Succeeding is for suckers. Just have fun.

That no one is going to read this but I am bored and I have like 10 mins to kill so... you know.

Anyway, I am exactly the same as last time. Serious. Well, me and Breeann split up but we remain...friends... Anyway, everything is alright. My place smells of rich mahogany, and I have many leather bound books. What is there to complain about?

I have an urge to move my life into its next stage. you know, the whole babies and marriage thing. I really want to share my collection of spider man toys and videogames with a son. I want a wife who will say "Not tonight, honey. Go back to bed." Sounds like a good time to me.

I'm not ready. But I don't care. I have one life and I feel like I am wasting it.

I haven't used this thing in like 2 years. Its funny how I listen to the same exact music as I used to. Same songs and everything.

I'm bored.

GODDAMN IT! Statistics canada fucking keep calling me! I'll do the survey I just don't wanna do it right now! I wish they would fuck off for like 1 week.

Anyway, Its Breeann's birthday today! WOO! Happy birthday! i gotz a good present for her. This month is birthday FILLED! I have Breeann's and Jerson's today. on the 11th is Nealon's. on the 19th is Lindsay's! and I am pretty sure there are more birthdays this month. DEAR GOD! I am gonna be broke all month.

we are going to the casino tonight for Breeann's birthday. its gonna be raddd but I am the worst gambler ever! I once lost 2 dollars and I was so sad. So, I am thinking of maybe cranking it up a notch tonight. 5 dollars! its going down! if I win big I am sure I'll send all of you a postcard from Rich man's land. Or maybe I'll just hire someone to do it for me. :P

Whoa, I haven't been on this thing in a friggin year. Not really. Nothing much has changed except that Breeann is gone to ontario, I am alone til monday and nothing else. I had the worst night ever tonight. I had plans to go to a party then another one came up and that one was total bullshit so I came home and decided to go skating and I bailed, HARD. Then I went to A&W to hang out with Nealon and that was about the only cool thing that happened. We made up like 100 song titles for our band and sung our song that we wrote. The title is "i'll read the sports section while your dad chokes himself". its dumb but its supposed to be.

i have like 3 friends on this place. I miss people. I miss Joe. I haven't seen him in like a year. I'll probably never see him again.

I wanna skate. YOU HEAR ME GOD!!!?? i wish winter didn't suck.

I hate the internet. My arm works now. better. Not all the way. broken collarbones suck balls. I got no gushers. I am pissed about that.

This new layout makes me wanna kill everyone who has ever held a guitar. It sucks so much balls. I think I might kill myself by swallowing a guitar.

I am tired. I helped my sister move. It was sweet. Free food all weekend. Literally. or Philosophically

I broke my lovely Zero deck today. I've had it forever. I actually used it for a while, decided it was too nice to fuck up so I bought a new one, fucked it up, then I started using the Zero deck a while ago. Now, I am sad. It was the nicest deck I have ever seen. Nuts.

Anyway, I seen The Corpse bride yesterday. It was alright. I liked the skeletons.